Montia's Place

I did absolutely nothing last night, but climb in the bed last night. Soooo....due to my laziness...I am packing today! Who wants to stay up packing when you just finished working three 12-hour shifts in a row? Not me. There is a show on called, "Style Star" on t.v. right ow. It is talking about Christina Aguilera (sp?) She started out so sweet, like Britney, then they both turned into the biggest, whorish looking people. My girls used to love both of their music, but now the 2 have have been banned from our house. It seems there are no good role models in the public view. If it were up to me, the t.v. would be gone from our house, but Tony would die without his t.v.! I hope I can teach my children a little better and a little more self respect for themselves than what Britney and Christina have learned. It is all soooo scary though. I have three girls...each with their own little ideas and attitudes! What fun...teen years? Ugggghhhh! I need to get up and do something about packing. We will be leaving for Baton Rouge today. If I get done early enough we will check the girls out of school and head on. I'll never get done if I don't get started! Hopefully, I can find a dress. I went shopping for a dress Monday and I bought three dresses because I could not decide which one to get. I made myself sooo upset trying to shop for me. I beat myself up for being a size I do not want to be when I try clothes on, then I go to the Food Court because I am sooo upset and pig out. HELLO ...there's the reason why you've gained so much weight! I can't help it...food is my comfort. Tony says he just won't go there! He trys to support me, though sometimes, he says things the wrong way, but then again--I'm a very sensitive person...yes I wear my heart on my sleeve. My 8 year old daughter is just like me emotional- wise. Great. Always on the verge of tears. Don't know why...we just are. Anyway...enough of the baring my soul...Maybe Monday I will have some interesting thoughts on the weekend. I wish I could load pictures on my computer to share! I'll figure out a way to get them online. My brother is in Korea right now, so he can't do it for me. He's the only one who has the ability to scan pictures. I have heard that Kinko's does some scanning--I'll have to check it out, but I sure hate to pay! Have a good weekend!